Continued

Week 11


To finish answering the question, “Who am I?” I am many, many things which, when combined, all add up to, me simply being me. It is as simple as you being you. I am just me.

WHERE AM I GOING?

I seriously wish I knew the answer to that question far more than any other. I don’t think I have ever felt more unsettled than I do right now. I live with my mother 4 nights a week (3 ½ hrs away in another state), I work 2 nights a week and I am only home one night a week. I feel like I am constantly short-changing the people I love.

My mind swirls constantly with questions. “Will we manage to sell the house before the bank forecloses?” “Where will we live?” “Where DO I live?”

I just realized how frequently I tell everyone, “When I get there, I will…” I am always GOING, GOING, GOING and when I get there, I am doing, doing, doing. I wish wherever it is that I am going, I would be able to take a break. I neeeeed some down time and there is none to be had.

Where am I going? One simple answer springs to mind… wherever life takes me, of course.

But for now, I am off to ride in a St. Patrick’s Day parade with my mother and her friends. Happy St. Patty’s to ya!